My heart goes out to all the Jackson fans out there and to his family. I thought Micheal was an extraordianry singer/dancer! May you rest in peace! We will all miss you Michael!!!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones,
Life leaves me nothing but sorrow
I know you hope to see me tomorrow
My emotions have died
But my body still lingers
I can barely feel you at the tips of my fingers.
Everytime I look into your eyes
The pain comes back
From everything in our past
You took my future when you left me
Have you no shame?
Don't you see?
That you leaving me is all it took
To make me want to leave it all behind.
Ew, it's a whale
Ew, it's a whale
Ew, it's a whale
Let's grab my shovel and pail
And send that damned beached whale to jail
Ew, it's a whale
Ew, it's a whale
Ew, it's a whale
We should kill it now
'Cause it's fatter than a dairy cow
Ew, it's a whale
Ew, it's a whale
Ew, it's a whale
EW, IT'S A DRIED OUT WHALE
I stand before a grave…
Wonder whose it is.
I see the name,
The grave is for me.
Suddenly I remember,
The pills, the gun, the blood.
I see my lifeless body and laugh…
What a fool I think,
But the fool I see,
Is me.
As the dirt piles over my coffin,
"I'm glad I left them" I yell,
But no one hears me,
No one looks up.
Am I unheard dead as well?
Your love was the warm air of spring,
My body was the frozen snow.
Every time you were near,
I was free.
The ice had melted,
The water was gone.
But now I lay forever as the frozen snow,
Why?
Because the love you had for me
Has faded
Like the seasons fade into one another.
As you left I froze,
Afraid to let the memories stay,
I froze like the rain of winter,
So the love we shared would remain in my heart,
So the dream we had would never melt,
So the tears I cried would never unfreeze,
I sit and wait,
With the never ending winter,
For you to return,
To melt winter into spring,
So once again
I would be free.
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Paralyzed with regret,
I close my eyes,
trying to forget why I loved you.
Hiding in a closet,
is the pain in my eyes
bleeding wounds
placed upon my body.
Bruised heart,
damaged soul,
stained shirt
lifeless body
regret
I see you cry,
I wonder why.
I see a grave
With no name.
"I still love you?" you cry
"Why did you go" you call.
Standing behind you
I try to hold you
But i cant touch you.
You dont feel me.
Then it comes back,
My last words to you
Where i still love you.
Then i rember the gun i pointed at you
Then shot my self to escape
Now i understand why you cry.
you wanted to save me.
I caused you so much pain
leaving you alone in this world
still in love with some one gone.
The more you push me away,
The closer i want to be.
The closer i get
The less you talk to me.
but when you get close,
i dont move.
I whish you would make up yor mind.
Cause i have made up mine.
I want you, I love you.
Why cant you see,
the more you push me,
the closer i want to be.
I feel so lost.
I thought I was done,
no longer the one,
but the feeling came back
I thought it was gone for good,
I knew I never should
have looked into your eyes
once more my heart dies,
knowing all the lies,
the pain I've caused,
I wish it would leave,
so you can finally heal,
but I fear that it will always be like this,
feeling lost, but found,
almost safe and sound,
but yet always alone.
I wish that I could make the pain go,
take back the past
so you can move on at last.
You my love, are all I need
to fill my heart with joy,
to end the pain,
to clear the stain.
With you my dear,
I have found myself,
All the happiness,
I could want,
when I see you smile,
the world could end
and it wouldn't matter,
just that is enough to make my day,
I would give my life,
just to see you smile.
Love without a heart-AkuRoku by Kitsuna-Ri, literature
Literature
Love without a heart-AkuRoku
Love without a heart
Prologue
By: Kitsuna Ri
Darkness surrounded him, he had no sense of where he was or even who he was. He was just walking, walking in a place of nothing and nowhere. His throat quinched for water, his legs protested with each step, but he kept on. Where was he going?
It felt as though hours or even days had passed, he had not stopped once. His body was growing weaker and weaker, his balance faltering. He groaned and tried to keep his head up, when he saw it. A building with faint light shining behind it. "What...?" His body finally gave in. He fell to his knees. "No...I have to..." His voice stopped, his throat dry and
The Transience of Memory Ch.10 by uberneko-zero, literature
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The Transience of Memory Ch.10
The Transience of Memory Ch.10
Axel x Roxas and Hayner x Seifer
Author's notes: Typical disclaimer: I own nothing of Kingdom Hearts.
This takes place immediately after the end of the previous chapter. I just reeeally didn't have it in me to do a double. So, if you are confused, look at the end of last chapter. Cheers :D
Chapter 10:
Hayner was perplexed. He didn't know what to make of the last 10 minutes. He stood there, unmoving, as the water in the shower turned on. Had he done something wrong? He slowly slid off his shorts, stalling, now very daunted at the thought of joining the irritated gang leader in the shower. Was he still expec
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AkuRoku: Hair Gel pt 1
This time Axel was ready for it and as the small blonde boy leapt to tackle him, he ducked and watched as he went sailing above his head.
Ouch, how did you know I was here? Roxas complained.
I never fall for the same trick twice. Axel coolly replied. Axel strode up to Roxas and replaced a stray piece of hair. Looks like you didnt use enough gel today.
I dont use any gel! Roxas looked away why did Axel have to be so close to him
Oh come on dont lie, I know you use gel, I found it in your room.
Axel I dont use any gel, and what were you do
The Transience of Memory ch.1 by uberneko-zero, literature
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The Transience of Memory ch.1
Chapter 1:
Roxas sighed for what felt like the 10th time in as many minutes. Something had been niggling at his brain for the better part of the day, and he still couldn't figure out what. He scowled faintly.
Hayner stopped walking, noticing that he was well ahead of his friend. "What's up, Rox?" Brown eyes swept over him, studying his face.
Roxas shook his head, still bothered, but he didn't quite know how to explain it. "It's nothing, sorry. Let's go." Roxas swept past him, trying to beat down his distraction with every heavy step.
Hayner didn't move for a moment, looking thoughtful. "I thought you wanted to hang out, just the two of us
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On a Very Short Leash chp1
Anything from the Trolley?
Harry slid the door to the last compartment on the train closed and collapsed into the seat. Ron and Hermione followed him in and were arguing before they had even sat down.
Honestly Ronald, how forgetful can you possibly be? Hermione scolded.
Its not my fault I forgot to actually put my stuff in my school chest. Its that forgetfulness charm Fred and George put on me. I dont think the effects have fully worn off yet. Ron explained defensively. Hermione rolled her eyes.
Harry rolled his eyes too, smiling mentally at their idiotic behavior. Really, how obvious can you be a
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